#10/-

Do you ever get sad about how you could have been with your crush but your crush is happy with another person instead of you?

It's the saddest thing ever. You try to act happy for him/her and you smile and hug your crush for the last time. You still have feelings for your crush but you just don't have the courage to tell him/her. When your standing there watching your crush smile and kiss someone else, you get more sad and all you can do is look down and feel a bit of regretfulness. You just think about how you could have asked your crush out but instead you are just the shy, nice guy/girl on the side. It's the worst feeling when you know that your crush may also like you, too, but, they are just waiting for you to ask them. You stand there looking like an idiot yet you hide your emotions behind a little smirk. Knowing that you wont be able to see your crush ever again may also get you to feel miserable inside. Your heart tells you to tell your crush "I still love you" but instead your brain and the unconcisous in your head interpose you to say "I'm happy for you." Doesn't it also hurt even more when your crush is your best friend ?

#09/-

You know I still like you right ? No, I bet you don't. You think I'm over you. Think again. I should've told you what you meant to me. But I don't have the chance now that we don't talk much anymore and not like we used to. I just wish you weren't with her. I just wish you weren't in a relationship. They always say, “The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends . It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments . It’s when you can joke around , and have unexpected hugs . It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile . It’s when you’ll stayed up all night just to settle your arguments and problems . It’s when you can completely act like yourself and they can still love you for who you are.” That what I want to have. A normal, simple relationship between you and me. And no one could ever seperate us. No one. But these things wont happen. I know. You already have someone special. More special than me. And she's beautiful, smart, popular. I'm just a sore loser. Who would fall in love with me ? I know you wont. It's been 1 year 6 months. I waited and waited for you to tell me your true feelings. But it never happen. I doubt that, all these while, you never had feelings for me. Yeah, you dont. I bet.

It was only just a dream.